Do you ever look back at yourself at fully realize how different you were from the person you are now?
Well, I just did and it hit me like a ton of bricks. A positive ton of bricks to be clear, but a seriously heavy ton. I see things I can't even remember, identities I completely killed, with no memory of just how bizarre and stupid they were. completely cast away until now, fully realized and reflected upon, in embarrassment. Embarrassment.